bitterdiva

If I can make it through today...

I can make it through tomorrow.

I’m currently bordering between calm me and full out panic attack me. I don’t know why I’ve been in the grumpiest of grumpy moods as of late, everything is annoying me and I mean everything. I don’t want to be at work, I don’t want to work on a “Working Bibliography”, I don’t want to think about my art project that I’ll be having a midway through critique tomorrow. I’m having a Peter from Office Space period. I don’t want to do anything. I want to get up, not go to work, not care about not going into work.

This weekend, my one and only goal was to make progress on the two class projects. Did I achieve my goal? No. I didn’t even really touch anything remotely close to it, hell; I didn’t even touch one of my projects. Now I’m in full panic mode, trying not to scare the bejebus out of me with all the impending work. I need a vacation.

Instead of getting outside during lunch, I spent it at my desk working on one assignment for my class. I hear from my coworkers that it’s unusually nice for a late November day. I haven’t talked with anyone much, I’m just trying not to snap at the 50 sheets of paper one boss handed me to do data entry. I can’t even work on the site project that I am supposed to be working on. It’s one of the quietest times of the year and I have an inane project to work on, what the f shit is that?

I was working on the assignment and the project is a “Working Bibliography” which must comprise of 20 or more sources, three of which must be books. We can use the internet, but no more than three sources must come from there. This irritated me because my topic is the RIAA and their interests based upon financial gains at the cost of consumers. Well, the whole thing is about piracy, music, online sharing, and copyright infringement – I think I will need to point out to him that I will find most of my information at such sites as the RIAA, Electronic Frontier Foundation, Creative Commons, Wired, and Salon. Most, if not all, my sources are located on the internet and to only submit three sources, I might have to roshambo my professor for the other 14.

Other than not doing what I should have been doing, I had a decent weekend. It was comprised of free Ommegang beer at Mahar’s (which was damn tasty along with the Belgian chocolates), seeing Love Actually with John and Mer (it was good even if Alan Rickman’s character was a douche), and Kelly’s delicious pumpkin cheesecake (which I think I soiled myself upon first bite).

02:04 PM

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Posted by: GZ at November 24, 2003 04:49 PM

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